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When some bitch wrongfully accuses me of cheating on a test by calling me out in the MIDDLE of the exam …
In my head I’m like
I study my ass off. And do all the practice tests. SHIT.
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And in my mind this is what I do…
Just coz I’m smarter than yo ass, get A’s on errythang and all the teachers favor me don’t mean that I cheat. I’m fukking smart. And just coz you aint none of that don’t give you the right to do shit like that: interruptin the class while they’re taking the final, making us both feel like shit afterwards…FUCK. And everyone else sides with me too and tells your dumb ass to apologize to me, GAWD FUCKING DAMNNN!
Things I wanna change about myself…
- The fact that I smile and act like nothing’s bothering me, when inside I just wanna yell/scold at people.
- My emotions; I just want to turn off all feelings. Or at least have an on-off button.
- How I’m too nice. I am definitely the type to lie to make people feel good rather than give them a piece of what I’m really thinking.
- My tendency to blush easily.
- This weird confidence thing where I think I’m better than most people, but at the same time feel very insecure. lol.
This is how I feel all the damn fucking time with the people surrounding me in my current life. SMH. If I become an alcoholic or drug addict in the near future, it’s because I may need a way to deal with some chingadera (piece of shit) retards. I never thought it was possible for people to have so many flaws in who they fucking are. Shiiiit. Sometimes I wish I had the audacity to yell at these fucktards. But it’s just not in my nature.
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Only good thing that happened this week in recent events
was the Glee finale. <3
So glad that Puck got to graduate. :) And although I’m a fan of Rachel and Finn’s relationship, I’m really glad that Finn loved her enough to break up. He was SERIOUSLY gunna hold Rachel back on reaching her full potential as a star. And I can totally picture him in the army. xD
I wonder what’s gunna happen to Kurt now though. o_O
Sorry for the hiatus. I’ve come to the conclusion that I clearly cannot run this blog on my own. If you’re interested in helping out, let me know!
TOO TRUE FOR ME!
